Senin, September 06, 2010

Save Me - Avenged Sevenfold

LET'S GO!

(We all know, we all know!)

Sorry, did I wake your dreams?
Some questions run to me
We only, only wake up when we sleep
Met by the lunar light, trouble's all we find
Lost our way tonight

Is it something we said?
Is it something we said to them?
Is it something we said?!

(Save me)
Entrapped into my own world
(Save me)
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
(Save me)
I'm losing my only dream
(Save me)
I can use some God in life, some place to go
If you hear me, let me know

(We all know, we all know!)

Ever since the day you let my face being said unknown
How many years to walk this path alone
So much to see tonight, so why'd you close your eyes?
Why can't I shut mine?

Is it something we did?
Is it something we did to them?
Is it something we did?!

(Save me)
Entrapped into my own world
(Save me)
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
(Save me)
I'm losing my only dream
(Save me)
I can use some God in life, some place to go
If you hear me, let me know
If you hear me, let me know

Help me find my way
So, help me find my way

No pulse inside of me, stone cold lips and have seen
All lies into a degree, losing you I wanna be
Find out, what now?
He may be out of his mind
But someday you will find, that sanity has left us all blind
And dragged us all behind, a moment seen with those eyes
Crystal blue skies, they say that all beauty must die
I say it just moves on

If you only open your mind, then someday you will find
That sanity left us behind, and walk right through the dark
I can see the picture's clear, it's yesterday, pictures of my own
I can hear the voices begging you to stay, but know you're not alone.

(Save me)
Entrapped into my own world
(Save me)
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
(Save me)
I'm losing my only dream
(Save me)
I can use some God in life, some place to go
If you hear me, let me know
If you hear me, let me know

Tonight we all die young. [6x]
Tonight we all die
Tonight we all die young!
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Selasa, Agustus 10, 2010

blinded in chains - avenged sevenfold

And we're at it again, I turn around another fucking war, man
I don't know where to begin, but I'll start with the radical leaders
Their steps we're followin'

Running, don't go back and fight, too many you'll lose
(And as clowns you follow suit behind the blood between the red and white and blue but it's too deep for you to see and
everyone eventually will take the step cause it's in sight you take the left I'll take the right I fell the hate you've built
for me and I say pay attention baby)

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see
Like a plague fed to the brain, deadly disease

But it wasn't a sin, a sorry life in judging every action
And as they're feeding your mind with this shit you forgot
How to speak how to ask all the questions

The business at hand tonight, make the people choose
(I see another side in you but there's not much more I can do from on the outside looking in your government is listenin' to
push you on the story of immortal father mortal son give them your mind and all your wealth the cycle will rebirth itself)
If they had it their way I'd burn in Hell and your future's a fuckin' disaster can't you see
Don't give them all the power when your future's in desperate trouble baby

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see
Like a plague fed to the brain, deadly disease
I'd run away tonight with my mind still intact you gotta make it alright
Easier said than done with no place to hide and having no place to (run)
Running away from condition, I see you but you're running away from
Your scared seductive system

Most would claim I live a lie when pointing out it's easy to predict these things
Every color has its side, they live together vote and most won't read between these lines
Please help us, please save us of coarse they have control we're all the same
Up on the cross, crucified their problem drove the nail and let Him rot
Family and friends, it won't matter in the end I'm sure they'll understand Now look at the world and see how the humans bleed
As I sit up here and wonder "bout how you sold your mind, body and soul
Looking at the fields so green I know this sounds obscene
I see you're living for tomorrow but decisions you have made will leave you empty

You've fallen asleep in denial
Look at the way we're dyin'
How it ends I'll never know
Just live your life blind like me
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afterlfe - avenged sevenfold

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife

'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(Who are you?; I am unbroken; I'm choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right
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a little piece of heaven - avenged sevenfold

Menyanyikan sebuah lagu tanpa lirik sama saja dengan makan sayur tanpa garam.. pepatah tsb gw rasa cocok buat para sevenfoldism (pecinta a7x) yg ga tau apa yg dia nyanyi in...

berikut ini ada beberapa lirik yg gw dapat dari situs tetangga >>ceileh check this out

a little piece of heaven - avenged sevenfold

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you

Almost laughed myself to tears,
(ha hahahahaha)
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it

She was never this good in bed even when she was sleeping
now she's just so perfect I've never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you looking young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you one chance) *
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again

We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
Yes, I do
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
I do
I now pronounce you

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah
But baby don't cry
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Senin, Juli 05, 2010

kenangan indah di rupat

liburan ga kemana-mana membuat hari-hari terasa begitu cepat.. ya..untuk liburan kali ini gw kebanyakan dirumah.. kalo ngga nonton tv paling maen ps.. skali kali ngecek status...

tapi gw smpat prgi ke rupat (bukan rumah ipat,, atau rumah pak natsir sperti yg diberitakan di fb)..=> tadi katanya ga kemana-mana??

ada acara perkawinan (pernikahan) kk gw.. tp kali ini yg di kampung suaminya.. anehnya, kampung suami kak gw sama dgn kampungnya abang ipar gw yg nikah ma kak gw..dan tentunya sama dgn kampungnya adek dari bapak abang ipar gw itu.. ...(error)

dibawah ini adalah cuplikan dari foto-foto panas (emang rada panas sih disana) yang sempat gw abadikan ... chek this..(betul ga tulisannya??)



rumahnya abang ipar gw.. bukan rumahnya ipat (rupat)

ini foto kakak gw ama suaminya (deret ke 3 dan 4) bersama bebesan yang tampak harmonis....


pura-pura ga ngeliat.. sok cool.. tapi lebih mirip anak hilang

masa-masa indah di usia senja

ya.. itulah sekelumit foto panas gw yang mungkin membuat lo semua pda muntaber dan gegar otak...


keep smiling..

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Senin, Juni 28, 2010

kesalahan yang sama


dulu gw kira sekolah yg paling disiplin adalah as-shofa (tempat SMP gw dulu ).. yah. berhubung gw dah menghabiskan 8 tahun disana (SD & SMP) jadi dah bisa gw cap sbg sekolah paling disiplin.. tapi kenyataan itu berubah ketika gw masuk ke sma plus..

kedisiplinan di tempat SMP gw dulu bagaikan debu dihamparan padang pasir..bagaikan satu kutil diribuan kutil nya runas.. bagaikan satu jerawat di muka gw..

tempat yang menyeramkan ini... eh,, tempat yang menyenangkan ini tlah membuat hidup gw berubah 90 derajat (kok 90?? bukannya 180??).. bagaimana bisa.. 2 tahun sudah gw di tempa.. digembleng.. dibina.. gw udah dapat merasakan aura kedisiplinan yg sangat kental..


dan lo tau konsekuansi nya ??? yup.. tiap kesalahan pasti ada balasannya... sekecil apapun.....(kalau ketahuan).. untung-untung ga ketahuan.. maka dari itu, usahain jgn melanggar.. bisa-bisa lo dijadiin sapi perah.. dan bila lo melanggar,, persoalannya bisa makin panjang...

sebagai zontoh.. sekali kena sidak (inspeksi mendadak) shalat,, lo udah harus nerima KUM,, pake baju yang didunia ini cuma 100 ==> istilah kerennya baju MOS,, musti gotong royong 7 kali..dan hukuman tetek bengek lain.. dan musti minta tanda tangan 5 orang.. (jabatan disamarkan)..


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gw udah makan asam garam dan asam urat mengenai pelanggaran.. waktu itu,, gw masih kelas 10 dan dapet wali kelas cowok (eh bukan cowok..pria) sebut saja namanya Bunga..(berhubung huruf depannya sama dan untuk menyamarkan pihak terkait).. orangnya sih keliatannya baik.. rada kumisan gitu.. dalam sejarahnya sma plus,, wali kelas gw ini yang dikabarin paling susah buat dapetin tanda tangannya..maklumlah.. beliau pembina asrama..

pelanggaran pertama gw waktu itu adalah terlambat masuk asrama abis IB.. waktu itu KUM masih tabu dan jarang sekali orang ndapetinnya.. paling sebagai penggatinya, dikasih surat nikah.(eh, surat perjanjian). tapi sekarang hampir smua orang udah kena KUM.. ga tau kenapa.. berhubung gw adalah anak baru yang masih lugu dan lucu..(hehe) jadi masih canggung gitu nerima surat perjanjian.. waktu gw dikasih itu,, perasaan gw dah membayang-bayang..
membayangkan masa depan gw yg hancur.. ga jelas mau dikemanakan hidup gw..

dan setelah bertanya kesana-kemari,, rupa-rupanya surat itu ga cuma diisi pernyataannya aja.. tapi pake tanda tangan wakasek kesiswaan, guru bk,
dan pastinya wali kelas..


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setelah mencari hari dan waktu yang pas, akhirnya gw melaksanakan tugas suci itu.. ternyata orangnya ga banyak bicara.. ngomongnya dikit,tapi langsung ngena... gw sempat berdialog dan bermonolog ria dengan beliau..

gw : 'pak.'
wali kelas gw : "ia.."
gw : " gini pak .."
wali kelas gw : ....
gw : ' bolah minta tanda tangan pak.."
wali kelas gw : 'kenapa kamu ..'
gw : terlambat masuk asrama pak .."
wali kelas gw : "ya udah.. ini yang pertama dan terakhir..'

setelah bliau nandatanani buku gw dan pergi meninggalkan gw..gw bertanya dalam hati.."pertama dan terakhir ??? jadi ???!!"

abiz kejadian itu gw bertekad ga ngulangin kesalahan yang sama.. tapi kesalahan yang BERBEDA...!! huahahahah...


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tapi emang dasar gw yang ndablek,, beberapa bulan kemudian gw kena (lagi).. kali ini gara-gara rak sepatu yang ga bersih..dan kali ini hampir satu generasi yang kena .. dan gw memanfaatkan kesempatan ini untuk dapat tanda tangan (lagi).. hehe


dan berbulan-bulan kemudian . pernyataan "ini yang pertama dan terakhir" menjadi angin lalu.. naik kelas 2 gw dah bisa dapat tanda tangan nya 5 kali.. prestasi yg baik bukan..?? ....huahahahaha.........bukan.


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Jumat, Maret 19, 2010

kalasifikasi ala profesor iqbal al-pekanbarui

orang-orang di sman plus tu beragam.. banyak yg alim,, yang setengah alim,, agak alim,, alim tapi munafik,, hampir alim,, tepat saat akan alim...

menurut buku yg pernah gw baca,, ada seorang ilmuan islam kondang kesohor yg digandrungi ibu-ibu,, beliau berasal dari indonesia,, tepatnya pekanbaru.. (ga salah ia diberi julukan al-pekanbarui)..bernama muhammad iqbal bin jaiz al-pekanbarui

ia melakukan penelitian selama bertahun-thun dan menyamar sebagai murid sma plus,, sampai akhirnya ia berhasil menemukan suatu sistem klasifikasi tentang pengelompokan murid-murid disana..

GOLONGAN 1 => orang alim yang benar-benar alim,, pribadi menawan,, rajin shalat ke mesjid walaupun hujan lebat,,badai mengguncang,, gempa bumi bertiup (kebalik ya?)..ada atau ga pak nasir ga jadi masalah.. shalat jalan terus..

GOLONGAN 2 => orang yang alim juga ,, tapi ga se ekstrem paham golongan 1.. shalat jalan teruz,, tapi kalo ada hujan lebat atau banyak khairunas dijalan (hhe),, dia bakalan solat diasrama.. dia masih punya masa depan..

GOLONGAN 3 => orang yang tampangnya alim,, pribadinya biasa-biasa aja..pribadi standar ISO.. banyak diincar para mertua kompleks.. selalu shalat ke mesjid,, tapi kadang2 ngga..

GOLONGAN 4 => golongan orang munafik.. gemar memakai topeng palsunya disaat-saat genting.. pendai memanfaatkan situasi,, liar dan binal.. licik.. sering bgt ga solat ke mesjid,, tapi selalu dan selalu lolos sidak.. entah ilmu apa yang mereka pakai..
semoga Allah mengampuni dosa orang-orang ini..

GOLONGAN 5 => pribadi yang hampir sama dengan golongan 3 tapi dia agak sedikit malang dan sering di TO.. padahal dia ga zolim-zolim amat.. sering solat ke mesjid, ada atau ga pak nasir, tapi ntah gara-gara wetonnya ga pas.. dia selalu ketiban kemalangan yang tak pernah berakhir.. pas dia solat, ga ada pak nasir.. eh pas ga solat, langsung sidak.. huhu..


masuk ke golongan manakah anda ??
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Sabtu, Februari 27, 2010

penderitaan season II

aaaraagghh..

arrgghhh..

esshol.....

mngapa hidupku jadi gini..
mengapa semua ini terjadi padaku..
mengapa hidupku selalu dihantui oleh pelanggaran yang tak kunjung reda..
yang membuat ku selalu bertanya-tanya..
untuk apa aku hidup..



puisi untuk papa n***r..


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entah ini emang salah gw,,
atau gw yang lagi sial...

akhirnya gw dapat reward point yang ke 3..

ini semua gara-gara laptop sialan yang membuat gw tergoda akan kenikmatan dunia..
dan semua itu membuat gw ga solat magrib di mesjid...

padahal gw yakin banget hari tu ga bakalan sidak,, karna kan lagi banyak2nya yg ibe,, truz banyak yg ke unand,,


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akhirnya datanglah gw sebagai seorang lelaki sejati ke wartel buat ngambil tu kum,, sekalian memulai hidup baru dengan berbagai siksa dunia dan perderitaan yang ga jelas kapan berujungnya...(seperti cabut rumput, apel jam 6 dan ngidupin bel subuh)

gw tandatangani itu kum,, meskipun ada sedikit penyesalan di hati..



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sebenernya sih gw nyante2 aja nerima ini semua.. tapi yang paling ga nahan tu
waktu ngeliat tampang orang-orang munafik bin musyrik (yang bersembunyi dibalik
topeng) yang lulus sidak.. padahal tu orang sering banget ga solat di mesjid..


rasa pengen gw rajam tu orang-orang..


pengen banget ngunci tu orang dikamar biar ga bisa solat...



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dan lahirlah gw sebagai pemburu tanda tangan layaknya seekor monyet sedaang nyari buruan.. (ngomong2 ada ga monyet berburu?)

dan kum yang gw terima ga banyak.. cuma satu.. tapi kalau dikumpulin.. bisa lumayan juga..
dan saldo kum gw sekarang ada 3.. dengan rincian tidak pket sampah dan dua kali kena sidak..
menurut perhitungan gw.. peluang gw biar bisa keluar (bahasa halusnya DO) tu sekitar 3/30 atau sepersepuluh..


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bantu gw ya temen-temen,, sodara-sodara,, atau yang sdang ngebaca blog gw..
gw butuh pilihan hidup..

A. bunuh diri,,sambil minum baygon
B .berusaha tawakkal dan menyerahkan semua pada-Nya
C. lompat dari sman plus,, lari-larian di jalan lingkar kubang,, truz ketabrak puso..masuk neraka..
D. ngupil..

tolong kasih sarannya a di kotak koment...
jangan lupa kasih nama..
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