Buried Alive - Avenged Sevenfold

Take the time just to listen
When the voices screaming are much too loud
Take a look in the distance
Try and see it all

Chances are that you might find
That we share a common discomfort now
I feel I'm walking a fine line
Tell me only if it's real

Still I'm on my way
(On and on it goes)
Vacant hope to take

Hey!
I can't live in here for another day
Darkness has kept the light concealed
Grim as ever
Hold on to faith as I dig another grave
Meanwhile the mice endure the wheel
Real as ever
And it seems I've been buried alive

I walk the fields through the fire
Taking steps until I found solid ground
Followed dreams, reaching higher
Couldn't survive the fall

Much has changed since the last time
And I feel a little less certain now
You know I jumped at the first sign
Tell me only if it's real

Memories seem to fade
(On and on it goes)
Wash my view away

Hey!
I can't live in here for another day
Darkness has kept the light concealed
Grim as ever
Hold on to faith as I dig another grave
Meanwhile the mice endure the wheel
Real as ever
And I'm chained like a slave
Trapped in the dark
Slammed all the locks
Death calls my name
And it seems I've been buried alive

Take you down now
Burn it all out
Throw you all around
Get your fuckin' HANDS OFF ME!

What's it feel like?
Took the wrong route
Watch it fall apart
Now you're knockin' AT THE WRONG GATE!

For you to pay the toll
A price for you alone
The only deal you'll find
I'll gladly take your soul

While it seems sick
Sober up quick
Psycho lunatic crushing you with
HANDS OF FATE!

Shame to find out
When it's too late
But you're all the same
Trapped inside INFERNO AWAITS!

Evil thoughts can hide
I'll help release the mind
I'll peel away the skin
Release the dark within

This is now your life
Strike you from the light
This is now your life
Die, buried alive [x3]

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Welcome to The Family - Avenged Sevenfold

Hey kids! (hey kids)
Do I have your attention?
I know the way you've been living
Life's so reckless, tragedy endless
Welcome to the family

Hey!
There's something missing
Only time will alter your vision
Never in question, lethal injection
Welcome to the family

Not long ago you find the answers were so crystal clear
Within a day you find yourself living in constant fear
Can you look at yourself now, can you look at yourself?
You can't win this fight

In a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside, we all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight!

Hey kids! (hey kids)
I have to question
What's with the violent aggression
Details blurry, lost him too early
Welcome to the family

Hey!
Why won't you listen?
Can't help the people you're missing
It's been done, a casualty rerun
Welcome to the family

I try and help you with the things that can't be justified
I need to warn you that there is no way to rationalize
So have you figured it out now, so have you figured it out?
You can't win this fight

And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside, we all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight!

Here for you and all mankind,
I've lost my mind
Psychotic rounds in to dementia
I won't be fine

I see your escaping down a steep road
Cast out in a world you'll never know
Stand there, place your weapon by your side
It's a war the end, we'll surely lose but that's alright
So have you figured it out now, so have you figured it out?

And in a way it seems there's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside, we all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight

Deep inside where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited, so step aside
I've lost my,
Deep inside where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited, so step aside
I've lost my...

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Nightmare - Avenged Sevenfold

nightmare

Now your nightmare comes to life.

Dragged you down below
Down to the devils show
To be his guest forever
Peace of mind is less than never

Hate to twist your mind
But God ain’t on your side
An old acquaintance severed
Burn the world your last endeavor

Flesh is burning
You can smell it in the air
Cause men like you have such an easy soul to steal

So stand in line while they ink numbers in your head
Your now a slave until the end of time here

Nothing stops the madness turning, haunting, yearning pull the trigger

You should have known
The price of evil
And it hurts to know that you belong here
Yeah
Oooooooh
It’s your fucking nightmare
While your nightmare comes to life

Can’t wake up in sweat
Cause it ain’t over yet
Still dancing with your demons
Victim of your own creation

Beyond the will to fight
Where all that’s wrong is right
Where hate don’t need a reason
Loathing self-assassination

You’ve been lied to
Just to rape you of your sight
And now they have the nerve to tell you how to feel

So sedated as they medicate your brain
And while you slowly go insane they tell ya
“Given with the best intentions, help you with your complications”

You should have known
The price of evil
And it hurts to know that you belong here
Yeah
No one to call
Everybody to fear
Your tragic fate
Is looking so clear
Yeah
Oooooooh
It’s your fucking nightmare

(Break)

(Maniacal laughter)
Fight. not to fail
Not to fall
Or you’ll end up like the others

Die, die again
Drenched in sin
With no respect for another

Down, feel the fire
Feel the hate
Your pain is what we desire

Lost, hit the wall
Watch you crawl
Such a replaceable liar

And I know your hear their voices
Calling from above
And I know they may seem real
These signals of love
But our life’s made up of choices
Some without appeal
They took for granted your soul
And it’s ours now to steal

As your nightmare comes to life

You should have known
The price of evil
And it hurts to know that you belong here
Yea
No one to call
Everybody to fear
Your tragic fate
Is looking so clear
Yeah
Oooooooh
It’s your fucking nightmare

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Fiction - Avenged Sevenfold

Now I think I understand
How this world can overcome a man
Like a friend we saw it through
In the end I gave my life for you

Gave you all I had to give
Found a place for me to rest my head
While I may be hard to find
Heard there's peace just on the other side

Not that I could
Or that I would
Let it burn
Under my skin
Let it burn

Left this life to set me free
Took a piece of you inside of me
All this hurt can finally fade
Promise me you'll never feel afraid

Not that I could
Or that I would
Let it burn
Under my skin
Let it burn

I hope it’s worth it, here on the highway, yeah
I know you'll find your own way when I’m not with you

So tell everybody, the ones who walk beside me, yeah
I hope you'll find your own way when I’m not with you tonight

I hope it’s worth it, what’s left behind me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way when I’m not with you

So tell everybody, the ones who walk beside me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way when I’m not with you tonight

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So Far Away - Avenged Sevenfold

Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A life that healed a broken heart with all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay ?
Will you stay away forever ?

How do I live without the ones I love ?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you’re so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we’re so invincible
The truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can stay
You can stay awake forever

How do I live without the ones I love ?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you’re so far away

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me
Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love ?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you’re so far away

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong enough despite
But I'll see you
When He lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands are tied

So far away
And I need you to know
So far away
And I need you to
Need you to know

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Natural Born Killer - Avenged Sevenfold

One snap for the dieing
One click to end the day
Another story with a mangled scene
It couldn't happen any other way

You wanna talk about it?
I'm begging you to walk in my shoes any time
Watch the clock 'til you unwind
You wanna cry about it?
It's making me just sentimental, lost my mind
The way I see, you must be blind

So this is the world you left behind
This is the guilt that consumes you

So die alone
This is the one thing that I won't do
So say your prayersa
'Cause I ain't leaving here without you

Can't bribe me with money
Can't shower me with shame
Another killer from a broken home
Until you come on me with many things

You wanna know about it?
Well I'mma be fucking with you every time
Story broken, you're behind
Yeah when you ask about it?
You can rest assured I'll give you my best side
Seem we all have friends to find

So this is the hate I've been born to
Full of the tales of the untrue

So die alone
This is the one thing that I won't do
So say your prayers
'Cause I ain't leaving here without you

And I'm waiting
Waiting for the days to slowly pass me by
(and all the promises I'll find)
Don't hesitated, you've pulled the trigger now your story's left behind
(I know you want to see me cry)
Lock my soul you hope to burn

So die alone
This is the one thing that I won't do
So say your prayers
'Cause I ain't leaving here without you

To die unknown
Would crush the fuch-mens we all see through
To care the glare
Expose the ugliness we hold true

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Danger Line - Avenged Sevenfold

My sixteen, locked and loaded
All fear has been avoided
You say the words and my weapon is drawn

This one could be my last time
Some people call it war crime
I may be staring down a lethal sight

(To die)
Nothing shocks you like a bullet hole
Leaving my fear on the danger line
Suffering a man should never know
Leaving my faith on the danger line

I do this for my family
My daughter loves her daddy
Too many talk down on things they don't know

With colors never faded
Reckless and unabated
They may take me but never take us all

(I'll crawl)
Nothing shocks you like a bullet hole
Leaving my fear on the danger line
Suffering a man should never know
Leaving my faith on the danger line

I know what you're thinking
I've been there before
So think of the times, the time we spent laughing away
So think of the times at home
(Life without a care)

Now I find myself in my own blood
(Never thought I'd lay in my own blood)
The damage done is far beyond repair
I never put my faith in up above
(Never had much faith in up above)
But now, I'm hoping someone's there

I never meant to leave this world alone
I never meant to hurt the ones who cared
And all this time I thought we'd just grow old
You know, no one said it's fair

Tell my baby girl that "It's alright"
I've sung my last song today
Remind the lord to leave his light on for me
I'm free

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Victim - Avenged Sevenfold

House full of roses, a letter on the stairs
A table of messages for anyone who cares
Collage of broken worlds and stories full of tears
Remembering your life cause we wish that you were here

Nothing is harder than to wake up all alone
Realize that it's not okay, it's the end of all you know
Time keeps passing by, but it seems I'm frozen still
Scars are left behind, but some too deep to feel

And some say that this can't be real
And I've lost my power to feel tonight
We're all just victims of a crime
When all is gone and can't be regained
We can't seem to shelter the pain inside
We're all just victims of a crime

Somedays you'll find me in a place I like to go
Ask questions to myself about the things I'll never know
What's left to find cause I need a little more
I need a little time, can we even up the score?

And some say that this can't be real
And I've lost my power to feel tonight
We're all just victims of a crime
When all is gone and can't be regained
We can't seem to shelter the pain inside
We're all just victims of a crime, yeah

Well nothing lasts forever, for all good things it's true
I'd rather trade it all while somehow saving you
It must have been the season that threw us out of line
Once I stood so tall, now I'm searching for a sign
So don't need your salvation with promises of time
And all the speculation, save it for another time
Cause we all need a reason, a reason just to stay
While some just can't be bothered to stick around another day

Well some say that this can't be real
And I've lost my power to feel tonight
We're all just victims of a crime
When all is gone and can't be regained
We can't seem to shelter the pain inside
We've all been victims of a crime
Victims of a crime
Living with this crime

I'm missing you
I'm missing you
I'm missing you
I'm missing you

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Tonight The World Dies - Avenged Sevenfold

Lost the meaning of our stay
Learn to live another day
Doubt the choices that we've made
I know that we can't hide our shame
It's only in disguise

Drowning in our own debris
Fool of thoughts as through we're free
Close our eyes so we can see
The death of all we need to be
If only in my eyes

I don't mind (Make the writing on the wall)
My life grinds (Tortured voices as we crawl)
Find me on my better days
To lose it once again
In a way

So try to wonder why you can
And take the time to understand
As long as I can touch your face
You know I'll never leave this place
If only in my mind

I don't mind (Make the writing on the wall)
My all of crimes (Tortured voices as we crawl)
Find me on my better days
To lose it once again
But I seem to find out better ways
To consciously pretend

Silence all I want to say
And it seems to run away
I'll run away
With you tonight
launder all my sins away
And just like that mistakes are made
You know
Tonight the world dies

I don't mind
(Make the writing on the wall)
My all crimes
(Tortured voices as we crawl)
Find me on my better days
To lose it once again
But I seem to find out better ways
To consciously pretend

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God Hates Us - Avenged Sevenfold

TOTAL NIGHTMARE!
TOTAL NIGHTMARE!

You wanna hear my side?
You need to drown to know.
When all the times it hurt me to fuck you,
I built a wall with your blood to show!

GOD SAVE US!
GOD SAVE US ALL!
GOD HATES US!
GOD HATES US ALL!

TOTAL NIGHTMARE!
TOTAL NIGHTMARE!

Nothing to heal.
No one to break.
You'll stand in row now
Theres nothing to take.
Nothing to trust.
No one to fake.
You'll find out soon
No doubt its best if we just blow up.
(LIES!)

My infiltrated mind.
My lacerated soul.
You took me years
Create me control you.
Why let myself around with you aside?

GOD SAVE US!
GOD SAVE US ALL!
GOD HATES US!
GOD HATES US ALL!

TOTAL NIGHTMARE!
TOTAL NIGHTMARE!

LIE RAPE KILL
LOVE HATE FEAR

You better take your time
(LIE RAPE KILL)
You better take it slow
Cause when you see the one
(LOVE HATE FEAR)
Theres nothing left to show.

TOTAL NIGHTMARE!
TOTAL NIGHTMARE!
TOTAL NIGHTMARE!
TOTAL NIGHTMARE!

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Save Me - Avenged Sevenfold

LET'S GO!

(We all know, we all know!)

Sorry, did I wake your dreams?
Some questions run to me
We only, only wake up when we sleep
Met by the lunar light, trouble's all we find
Lost our way tonight

Is it something we said?
Is it something we said to them?
Is it something we said?!

(Save me)
Entrapped into my own world
(Save me)
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
(Save me)
I'm losing my only dream
(Save me)
I can use some God in life, some place to go
If you hear me, let me know

(We all know, we all know!)

Ever since the day you let my face being said unknown
How many years to walk this path alone
So much to see tonight, so why'd you close your eyes?
Why can't I shut mine?

Is it something we did?
Is it something we did to them?
Is it something we did?!

(Save me)
Entrapped into my own world
(Save me)
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
(Save me)
I'm losing my only dream
(Save me)
I can use some God in life, some place to go
If you hear me, let me know
If you hear me, let me know

Help me find my way
So, help me find my way

No pulse inside of me, stone cold lips and have seen
All lies into a degree, losing you I wanna be
Find out, what now?
He may be out of his mind
But someday you will find, that sanity has left us all blind
And dragged us all behind, a moment seen with those eyes
Crystal blue skies, they say that all beauty must die
I say it just moves on

If you only open your mind, then someday you will find
That sanity left us behind, and walk right through the dark
I can see the picture's clear, it's yesterday, pictures of my own
I can hear the voices begging you to stay, but know you're not alone.

(Save me)
Entrapped into my own world
(Save me)
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
(Save me)
I'm losing my only dream
(Save me)
I can use some God in life, some place to go
If you hear me, let me know
If you hear me, let me know

Tonight we all die young. [6x]
Tonight we all die
Tonight we all die young!

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blinded in chains - avenged sevenfold

And we're at it again, I turn around another fucking war, man
I don't know where to begin, but I'll start with the radical leaders
Their steps we're followin'

Running, don't go back and fight, too many you'll lose
(And as clowns you follow suit behind the blood between the red and white and blue but it's too deep for you to see and
everyone eventually will take the step cause it's in sight you take the left I'll take the right I fell the hate you've built
for me and I say pay attention baby)

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see
Like a plague fed to the brain, deadly disease

But it wasn't a sin, a sorry life in judging every action
And as they're feeding your mind with this shit you forgot
How to speak how to ask all the questions

The business at hand tonight, make the people choose
(I see another side in you but there's not much more I can do from on the outside looking in your government is listenin' to
push you on the story of immortal father mortal son give them your mind and all your wealth the cycle will rebirth itself)
If they had it their way I'd burn in Hell and your future's a fuckin' disaster can't you see
Don't give them all the power when your future's in desperate trouble baby

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see
Like a plague fed to the brain, deadly disease
I'd run away tonight with my mind still intact you gotta make it alright
Easier said than done with no place to hide and having no place to (run)
Running away from condition, I see you but you're running away from
Your scared seductive system

Most would claim I live a lie when pointing out it's easy to predict these things
Every color has its side, they live together vote and most won't read between these lines
Please help us, please save us of coarse they have control we're all the same
Up on the cross, crucified their problem drove the nail and let Him rot
Family and friends, it won't matter in the end I'm sure they'll understand Now look at the world and see how the humans bleed
As I sit up here and wonder "bout how you sold your mind, body and soul
Looking at the fields so green I know this sounds obscene
I see you're living for tomorrow but decisions you have made will leave you empty

You've fallen asleep in denial
Look at the way we're dyin'
How it ends I'll never know
Just live your life blind like me

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afterlfe - avenged sevenfold

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife

'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(Who are you?; I am unbroken; I'm choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

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a little piece of heaven - avenged sevenfold

Menyanyikan sebuah lagu tanpa lirik sama saja dengan makan sayur tanpa garam.. pepatah tsb gw rasa cocok buat para sevenfoldism (pecinta a7x) yg ga tau apa yg dia nyanyi in...

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a little piece of heaven - avenged sevenfold

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you

Almost laughed myself to tears,
(ha hahahahaha)
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it

She was never this good in bed even when she was sleeping
now she's just so perfect I've never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you looking young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you one chance) *
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again

We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
Yes, I do
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
I do
I now pronounce you

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah
But baby don't cry

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kenangan indah di rupat

liburan ga kemana-mana membuat hari-hari terasa begitu cepat.. ya..untuk liburan kali ini gw kebanyakan dirumah.. kalo ngga nonton tv paling maen ps.. skali kali ngecek status...

tapi gw smpat prgi ke rupat (bukan rumah ipat,, atau rumah pak natsir sperti yg diberitakan di fb)..=> tadi katanya ga kemana-mana??

ada acara perkawinan (pernikahan) kk gw.. tp kali ini yg di kampung suaminya.. anehnya, kampung suami kak gw sama dgn kampungnya abang ipar gw yg nikah ma kak gw..dan tentunya sama dgn kampungnya adek dari bapak abang ipar gw itu.. ...(error)

dibawah ini adalah cuplikan dari foto-foto panas (emang rada panas sih disana) yang sempat gw abadikan ... chek this..(betul ga tulisannya??)

rumahnya abang ipar gw.. bukan rumahnya ipat (rupat)

ini foto kakak gw ama suaminya (deret ke 3 dan 4) bersama bebesan yang tampak harmonis....


pura-pura ga ngeliat.. sok cool.. tapi lebih mirip anak hilang

masa-masa indah di usia senja

ya.. itulah sekelumit foto panas gw yang mungkin membuat lo semua pda muntaber dan gegar otak...


keep smiling..

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kesalahan yang sama

dulu gw kira sekolah yg paling disiplin adalah as-shofa (tempat SMP gw dulu ).. yah. berhubung gw dah menghabiskan 8 tahun disana (SD & SMP) jadi dah bisa gw cap sbg sekolah paling disiplin.. tapi kenyataan itu berubah ketika gw masuk ke sma plus..

kedisiplinan di tempat SMP gw dulu bagaikan debu dihamparan padang pasir..bagaikan satu kutil diribuan kutil nya runas.. bagaikan satu jerawat di muka gw..

tempat yang menyeramkan ini... eh,, tempat yang menyenangkan ini tlah membuat hidup gw berubah 90 derajat (kok 90?? bukannya 180??).. bagaimana bisa.. 2 tahun sudah gw di tempa.. digembleng.. dibina.. gw udah dapat merasakan aura kedisiplinan yg sangat kental..


dan lo tau konsekuansi nya ??? yup.. tiap kesalahan pasti ada balasannya... sekecil apapun.....(kalau ketahuan).. untung-untung ga ketahuan.. maka dari itu, usahain jgn melanggar.. bisa-bisa lo dijadiin sapi perah.. dan bila lo melanggar,, persoalannya bisa makin panjang...

sebagai zontoh.. sekali kena sidak (inspeksi mendadak) shalat,, lo udah harus nerima KUM,, pake baju yang didunia ini cuma 100 ==> istilah kerennya baju MOS,, musti gotong royong 7 kali..dan hukuman tetek bengek lain.. dan musti minta tanda tangan 5 orang.. (jabatan disamarkan)..


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gw udah makan asam garam dan asam urat mengenai pelanggaran.. waktu itu,, gw masih kelas 10 dan dapet wali kelas cowok (eh bukan cowok..pria) sebut saja namanya Bunga..(berhubung huruf depannya sama dan untuk menyamarkan pihak terkait).. orangnya sih keliatannya baik.. rada kumisan gitu.. dalam sejarahnya sma plus,, wali kelas gw ini yang dikabarin paling susah buat dapetin tanda tangannya..maklumlah.. beliau pembina asrama..

pelanggaran pertama gw waktu itu adalah terlambat masuk asrama abis IB.. waktu itu KUM masih tabu dan jarang sekali orang ndapetinnya.. paling sebagai penggatinya, dikasih surat nikah.(eh, surat perjanjian). tapi sekarang hampir smua orang udah kena KUM.. ga tau kenapa.. berhubung gw adalah anak baru yang masih lugu dan lucu..(hehe) jadi masih canggung gitu nerima surat perjanjian.. waktu gw dikasih itu,, perasaan gw dah membayang-bayang..
membayangkan masa depan gw yg hancur.. ga jelas mau dikemanakan hidup gw..

dan setelah bertanya kesana-kemari,, rupa-rupanya surat itu ga cuma diisi pernyataannya aja.. tapi pake tanda tangan wakasek kesiswaan, guru bk,
dan pastinya wali kelas..


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setelah mencari hari dan waktu yang pas, akhirnya gw melaksanakan tugas suci itu.. ternyata orangnya ga banyak bicara.. ngomongnya dikit,tapi langsung ngena... gw sempat berdialog dan bermonolog ria dengan beliau..

gw : 'pak.'
wali kelas gw : "ia.."
gw : " gini pak .."
wali kelas gw : ....
gw : ' bolah minta tanda tangan pak.."
wali kelas gw : 'kenapa kamu ..'
gw : terlambat masuk asrama pak .."
wali kelas gw : "ya udah.. ini yang pertama dan terakhir..'

setelah bliau nandatanani buku gw dan pergi meninggalkan gw..gw bertanya dalam hati.."pertama dan terakhir ??? jadi ???!!"

abiz kejadian itu gw bertekad ga ngulangin kesalahan yang sama.. tapi kesalahan yang BERBEDA...!! huahahahah...


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tapi emang dasar gw yang ndablek,, beberapa bulan kemudian gw kena (lagi).. kali ini gara-gara rak sepatu yang ga bersih..dan kali ini hampir satu generasi yang kena .. dan gw memanfaatkan kesempatan ini untuk dapat tanda tangan (lagi).. hehe


dan berbulan-bulan kemudian . pernyataan "ini yang pertama dan terakhir" menjadi angin lalu.. naik kelas 2 gw dah bisa dapat tanda tangan nya 5 kali.. prestasi yg baik bukan..?? ....huahahahaha.........bukan.


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kalasifikasi ala profesor iqbal al-pekanbarui

orang-orang di sman plus tu beragam.. banyak yg alim,, yang setengah alim,, agak alim,, alim tapi munafik,, hampir alim,, tepat saat akan alim...

menurut buku yg pernah gw baca,, ada seorang ilmuan islam kondang kesohor yg digandrungi ibu-ibu,, beliau berasal dari indonesia,, tepatnya pekanbaru.. (ga salah ia diberi julukan al-pekanbarui)..bernama muhammad iqbal bin jaiz al-pekanbarui

ia melakukan penelitian selama bertahun-thun dan menyamar sebagai murid sma plus,, sampai akhirnya ia berhasil menemukan suatu sistem klasifikasi tentang pengelompokan murid-murid disana..

GOLONGAN 1 => orang alim yang benar-benar alim,, pribadi menawan,, rajin shalat ke mesjid walaupun hujan lebat,,badai mengguncang,, gempa bumi bertiup (kebalik ya?)..ada atau ga pak nasir ga jadi masalah.. shalat jalan terus..

GOLONGAN 2 => orang yang alim juga ,, tapi ga se ekstrem paham golongan 1.. shalat jalan teruz,, tapi kalo ada hujan lebat atau banyak khairunas dijalan (hhe),, dia bakalan solat diasrama.. dia masih punya masa depan..

GOLONGAN 3 => orang yang tampangnya alim,, pribadinya biasa-biasa aja..pribadi standar ISO.. banyak diincar para mertua kompleks.. selalu shalat ke mesjid,, tapi kadang2 ngga..

GOLONGAN 4 => golongan orang munafik.. gemar memakai topeng palsunya disaat-saat genting.. pendai memanfaatkan situasi,, liar dan binal.. licik.. sering bgt ga solat ke mesjid,, tapi selalu dan selalu lolos sidak.. entah ilmu apa yang mereka pakai..
semoga Allah mengampuni dosa orang-orang ini..

GOLONGAN 5 => pribadi yang hampir sama dengan golongan 3 tapi dia agak sedikit malang dan sering di TO.. padahal dia ga zolim-zolim amat.. sering solat ke mesjid, ada atau ga pak nasir, tapi ntah gara-gara wetonnya ga pas.. dia selalu ketiban kemalangan yang tak pernah berakhir.. pas dia solat, ga ada pak nasir.. eh pas ga solat, langsung sidak.. huhu..


masuk ke golongan manakah anda ??

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penderitaan season II

aaaraagghh..

arrgghhh..

esshol.....

mngapa hidupku jadi gini..
mengapa semua ini terjadi padaku..
mengapa hidupku selalu dihantui oleh pelanggaran yang tak kunjung reda..
yang membuat ku selalu bertanya-tanya..
untuk apa aku hidup..



puisi untuk papa n***r..


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entah ini emang salah gw,,
atau gw yang lagi sial...

akhirnya gw dapat reward point yang ke 3..

ini semua gara-gara laptop sialan yang membuat gw tergoda akan kenikmatan dunia..
dan semua itu membuat gw ga solat magrib di mesjid...

padahal gw yakin banget hari tu ga bakalan sidak,, karna kan lagi banyak2nya yg ibe,, truz banyak yg ke unand,,


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akhirnya datanglah gw sebagai seorang lelaki sejati ke wartel buat ngambil tu kum,, sekalian memulai hidup baru dengan berbagai siksa dunia dan perderitaan yang ga jelas kapan berujungnya...(seperti cabut rumput, apel jam 6 dan ngidupin bel subuh)

gw tandatangani itu kum,, meskipun ada sedikit penyesalan di hati..



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sebenernya sih gw nyante2 aja nerima ini semua.. tapi yang paling ga nahan tu
waktu ngeliat tampang orang-orang munafik bin musyrik (yang bersembunyi dibalik
topeng) yang lulus sidak.. padahal tu orang sering banget ga solat di mesjid..


rasa pengen gw rajam tu orang-orang..


pengen banget ngunci tu orang dikamar biar ga bisa solat...



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dan lahirlah gw sebagai pemburu tanda tangan layaknya seekor monyet sedaang nyari buruan.. (ngomong2 ada ga monyet berburu?)

dan kum yang gw terima ga banyak.. cuma satu.. tapi kalau dikumpulin.. bisa lumayan juga..
dan saldo kum gw sekarang ada 3.. dengan rincian tidak pket sampah dan dua kali kena sidak..
menurut perhitungan gw.. peluang gw biar bisa keluar (bahasa halusnya DO) tu sekitar 3/30 atau sepersepuluh..


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bantu gw ya temen-temen,, sodara-sodara,, atau yang sdang ngebaca blog gw..
gw butuh pilihan hidup..

A. bunuh diri,,sambil minum baygon
B .berusaha tawakkal dan menyerahkan semua pada-Nya
C. lompat dari sman plus,, lari-larian di jalan lingkar kubang,, truz ketabrak puso..masuk neraka..
D. ngupil..

tolong kasih sarannya a di kotak koment...
jangan lupa kasih nama..

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pesiar yang menyedihkan

pesiar..

merupakan suatu kata yang sangat dinanti kehadirannya... mendapat peringkat kedua dibenak para santri sman plus,,setelah ib...

semua itu memang betul dan nyata kebetulannya dan betul betul betul,, tapi tidak untuk hari ini,, detik ini,, dan bagi saya pribadi.. mungkin semua ini berawal dari malam minggu yang kelam bersama anak2 sungai pakning...

ya.. acara ga jelas itu tlah membuat malam-malam indah yang langka ditemukan hilang sudah...dan semua itu membuat gw telat bangun..

telat bangun dihari minggu,, yupz..hari yang sial..


pagi minggu,,
pikir2 planning..
1. nyuci kain yang udah ditumpuk 158 jam (bahasa halusnya sih 7 hari..)
2. bersihin kamar seorang diri (oh..rizki..kemana kau..??!!)

akhirnya semua tugas itu terselesikan pada jam 10 tepat.. dan akhirnya unuk sekedar cuci mata.. gw akhirnya pergi pesiar.. sekalian mau ngurus hadiah buat lomba kebersihan kelas...(hehe..kasekbid yang baek..)

dan pergilah gw ke MP..katanya sih deket situ ada tempat ngebuat piala.. dengan bermodalkankan mental yang kuat,, gw pun mengitari kota pekanbaru yang makin panas bersama tukang oplet tercinta..

setengah jam bersamanya (tukang oplet) akhirnya gw nyampe ke TKP.. setelah memesan dan sedikit nge"godain" abang nya (hhehe),, gw pun pulang ke pesantren plus.. dan dari sinilah semuanya berawal..

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singkat cerita..gw nyesar dibawa tukang oplet sialan ,..kampret..jahannam..dajjal...gw dibawanya berkeliling kota pekanbaru..

sebenarnya sih dia ga 100% salah sih.. cuma gw aja yang bloon,, ga tau kota gw sendiri..

inilah nasib anak pekanbaru yang ga tau kota pekanbaru...(nangis darah)

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antara kolor dan pendapatan..

alhamdulilah...

ib tlah tiba.. ib tlah tiba..
hore...hore..
hore..hore...

itulah sekelumit ungkapan perasaan gw skrang... bahagianya ga bisa diungkapkan dgn kata-kata(truz tadi apaan?)...
setelah bertahan cukup lama untuk tidak membuat pelanggaran,, akhirnya gayung bersambut.. papa nasir ngasih gw ib.. yaa..meskipun cuma 2 hari (itupun ga nyampe)..

dan lo tau kan apa artinya ib... artinya..PEMASUKAN BERTAMBAH..!!!
huahhahha...(ketawa setan)

kok cepet bgt abiz duit lo bal???

ia sih.. pertengahan bulan ini ada pengeluaran mendadak,, gara-gara ganti charger si pemilik laptop asrama 1 lantai 2 kamar 5 ranjang atas (nama disamarkan).. yang membuat gw mau tidak mau harus mengeluarkan duit 1/4 juta...

dan karena itu,, tinggallah gw sebatang KARA yang KERE KAREna laptop si KERA...huh..

sebenernya sih tu charger ga gw apa-apain.. ntah napa kalo laptop tu gw yang make pasti rusak chargernya.. soalnya kemaren pernah kejadian juga...

mungkin tu laptop ga compatible deh ma muka gw... hhahha

ngomong-ngomong soal muka,, akhir-akhir ne muka gw kok makin bersemi ya.. ga tau kenapa padahal obat dari segala obat dah gw pake,, dari obat tradisional sampe obat yang muahal...ga da pengaruh sama jerawad imut gw ne.. mungkin gw musti ikutin saran si raditya dika yag ngilangin jrawatnya pake kolor bokap dia..

hhahha..

ngomong2 bokap gw setuju ga ya..

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kebingungan yang melanda

akhirnya...bisa pesiar juga..
dah lama ga ol.. sejak ib kmren...

semenjak ngedenger buk ani ngomong tentang perkuliahan,, gw jadi suka ngerenung.. itu karena sampe saat ini gw blom tau arah dan tujuan hidup gw (ceilah).. rencananya sih mau ngambil kedokteran.. tapi setelah nengok rapor,, gw jadi ga yakin... hikz..hikz..

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perpisahan..

hhuhh.. ga terasa liburan semester dah abiz... 8 hari terasa sehari dirumah.. sehari...terasa sejam.. sejam..terasa semenit..semenit..terasa sedetik.. sedetik..terasa......(hehe,,error)..

ga banyak yg gw lakuin untuk 8 hari ini... momen paling berkesan..ya pas jadi pedagang binal di sebuah waterpark di pekanbaru..(baca post sebelumnya)..

hmm.. jadi bingung ne mau nulis apaan.. pokoknya tunggu aja ya.. cerita - cerita nakal dari gw langsung ke hp anda...(gyahaaaha..garing)

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